I Came to Paris

R.M. Dolin, April 10, 2024

After things blew up,
I vowed to never again visit Paris,
but then I did, needing
to painfully wander memory-laced
boulevards one last time.
To coldly cross cobblestones
that no longer support me,
yet somehow settle my soul
and draw me toward believing
I must return.

It’s hard to explain how
the end of love
can be so sad,
while simultaneously leaving me
unwilling to accept sadness
as its outcome.
How can I,
after allowing me
to experience the profoundness of life
in ways never before lived.

I came to Paris
to say goodbye
to you and the life
God had perfected.
And while I leave
under the banner of acceptance,
my heart tears in turmoil.
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