Suddenness of Entropy

So many nights 
like every other,
yet practice can’t produce
planned outcomes.
If only Schroedinger’s cat
really were simultaneously in two states.
If only night came with beacons
filtered to spotlight the suddenness
of entropy,
the pattern of dust drawing down
the rugged road behind us
settling in ways that
reveal our rush toward destiny
measured in intensity
and the level to
which we’re generally unprepared.

The stories we tell to avoid truths
all too present to be imagined away
don’t come close to the loss
we feel when caught in
inevitable outcomes
yet to be determined.